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Does Lent make you squirm?

14 Monday Mar 2016

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Several weeks ago it dawned on me that Lent was just three days away. I experienced a sinking feeling—the kind of feeling that made my shoulders slump and my head drop a little.Prodigal son

As I reflected on this physical and emotional response, I realized that Lent felt like a burden—one more thing to add to my already-full life. I felt weary and I didn’t want another thing to have to manage.

Lent is often described as a season of repentance and reflection. Growing up, I was taught that repentance meant “to turn away,” and more specifically, “to turn away from sin.”

I’m a person that tends to feel guilt and shame easily. Because I already struggle with feeling bad or “not good enough,” the thought of entering into a season focused on “turning away from sin” felt oppressive. I know God isn’t oppressive, so it got me wondering if there was something missing or off about my understanding of repentance. It turns out that there was.

The Hebrew word for repentance is “t’shuvah,” which means “to turn” or “to return.” It can mean to turn away from sin, but it can also mean to turn toward God or to re-turn to God.

When we focus solely on turning away from sin, we can get caught up in the willpower game and we get stuck. A better approach is to ask God to help us identify the things that we tend to turn to for security instead of turning to God.

Through this kind of prayerful reflection God has helped me see that when I’m under stress I tend to put my nose to the grindstone and work harder. My tendency is to turn to over-work and my own abilities, rather than to God, for help. Much of my life I’ve also turned to sugar to comfort me in times of distress and sadness instead of turning to God for consolation.

With this fuller understanding of the meaning of repentance, Lent feels different. I’m experiencing Lent as a reminder and an invitation to return to my Beloved and to my identity as God’s beloved. This, of course, is not just a once-a-year invitation. It’s the ongoing, central invitation of our lives.

Are you aware of the things that you tend to turn to under stress? What practices or life rhythms might help you turn, or return, to God throughout the day/week?

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Practicing the Art of Neighboring

08 Wednesday Jul 2015

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Three months ago I was pulling up to my driveway at home after a day of meetings and work at the church office. As I was pulling in I saw two of my neighbors talking in one of their driveways and I decided to go say, “Hi.”

As I approached, one of them said, “Hi stranger! We’ve missed you. We hardly see you anymore since you starting working.”

It was an honest comment, but a slightly different version of it ran through my head for the next three days: We hardly see you anymore since you became a pastor.

I became a pastor a year ago and my neighbor’s comment got me wondering if I might have been a better pastor before I became a pastor. Was I more present as a minister among my neighbors and in my neighborhood before I became a paid minister in a church?

When a Pharisee asked Jesus which of the commandments was the greatest, Jesus replied: ‘“Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.” This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: “Love your neighbor as yourself.” All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.’” (Matthew 22:37-39, NIV)

Jesus said that all of scripture hangs on this: Love God with everything in you and love your neighbor.

Simple, right?

But what Jesus stated simply, we’ve complicated (and ignored).

We’ve done this by making Jesus’ words metaphorical. We’ve made the mistake of broadening the definition of neighbor so much that we think he meant everyone everywhere.*

And how has this played out? When everyone in the world is our metaphorical neighbor, do we actually try to develop a loving relationship with every person in the world? Of course not.*

When we’re faced with an impossible task, we usually get overwhelmed and do nothing, or very little.

In other words, by believing that we’re supposed to be neighbors with everyone, many Christians end up being neighbors with no one.*

It’s a sad reality that most people know very few of their neighbors. In fact, most people don’t know the names of the people who live in the 8 houses or apartments closest to them.*

How can we love our neighbors if we don’t know them?

In Denver, Colorado, a group of 20 pastors met with the mayor of Denver to ask how their churches could best work together to serve the city.*

So the mayor started talking about the various problems that most cities face. He spoke of child hunger, drug and alcohol abuse, dilapidated housing, elderly shut-ins who have no one to look in on them, and the list went on and on.

And then the mayor said this: “The majority of the issues that our community is facing would be eliminated or drastically reduced if we could just figure out a way to become a community of great neighbors.”

When the meeting ended, the pastors felt stunned and embarrassed. Here they were asking their mayor how they could best serve the city, and he basically said it would be great if they could get their churches to obey the second half of The Great Commandment—if they could inspire followers of Jesus to do what Jesus said.

In the prayer that Jesus taught the disciples (The Lord’s Prayer) the kingdom of God gets quite a bit of airtime:

“‘Our Father who is in heaven. Hallowed be Your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done, On earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.’” – Matthew 6:9b-10, NASB

Four out of the nine lines in this prayer have to do with God’s kingdom.

Jesus talked about the kingdom of God more than anything else and taught his disciples to pray for his kingdom to come. I think it’s safe to say that Christ wants his kingdom to be a high priority to us—something that we spend time thinking about, praying about, and talking about.

I’d like to challenge us to start a new habit.

We’re most likely to successfully create a new habit when we attach it to an existing habit, so here it is: I challenge you to say The Lord’s Prayer every time you brush your teeth.

(It’s probably best to say it silently in your head, because it could get messy if you try to say it out loud.)

I also challenge you to localize it.

If you live in Newberg, Oregon, for example, when you get to the third line you’d say, “Your kingdom come, your will be done, in Newberg as it is in heaven.” Include the name of your street as well: “Your kingdom come, your will be done, in Newberg and on Sheridan Street as it is in heaven.”
That’s the simple challenge. Say The Lord’s Prayer every time you brush your teeth, and apply it specifically to your city and street.

Since most of us brush our teeth in the morning and at night, the flourishing of God’s kingdom will become one of the first things we think about as we start each day and one of the last things we ponder as we end each day.

Try it and see what kingdom fruit may come of it.

* From The Art of Neighboring by Jay Pathak and Dave Runyon
 

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Mother’s Day Do-Over

15 Wednesday May 2013

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screaming womanWas your Mother’s Day a flop? Did you cry or scream because you felt like you hated being a mom, on Mother’s Day!? 

It’s okay. Hundreds, maybe even thousands, of other moms felt the same way.

Sometimes husbands get sick or have to work on Mother’s Day. Sometimes your child’s birthday lands on Mother’s Day.

Sometimes you spend so much energy giving to your own mother on Mother’s Day that you miss out on receiving. And sometimes kids are just especially whiny, demanding, and irritating on Mother’s Day.

If for any of these reasons, or another, your Mother’s Day was a flop, you need a Mother’s Day Do-Over.

1. Name your feelings.

How did you feel on Mother’s Day? Did you feel unappreciated? Did you feel sad that your husband didn’t take time to help the kids do something special for you? Did you feel hurt that your husband didn’t express appreciation for you, either verbally, in a card, or with a gift? Did you feel disappointed because you felt that you worked just as hard on Mother’s Day (or harder) as you normally do, and you were hoping to be pampered just a little bit.

2. Discern what you need.

Take some time to be still and pray. Take some slow, deep breaths. Consider asking God, “What do I need? What do the feelings I experienced on Mother’s Day reveal about what I truly need?” Let these questions linger in your heart and mind while you wait for an answer. You probably won’t hear an audible voice, but you may get a sense of what it is that you need (that you didn’t receive on Mother’s Day).

3. Talk with your husband.

If you sensed that what you need is a break, talk to your husband about it and make a plan to get away for a day or a weekend. Think about whether you need to get away by yourself, with your husband, or with a friend.

Perhaps you sensed that what you need is to hear from your husband that you’re a good mother and that what you do on a daily basis matters and is appreciated. Share this with your husband. Ask him to put into words, spoken or written, how he feels about you as a mother.

mother's day gift and flowersMaybe you sensed that what you need is to experience your husband going out of his way for you, like he used to before you were married and had kids.

It’s normal for spouses to become less attentive to each other once kids come along. Ask your husband to take you on a date in which you choose the restaurant, activity, destination, etc.

Or if you like surprises, ask him to plan the date on his own. (My favorite combo is when my husband plans a surprise date and arranges the childcare.)

If Mother’s Day left you feeling bitter or blue, it’s not too late to salvage it. Don’t suppress your needs and feelings. It doesn’t work. They just show up bigger and uglier later.

If you need a Mother’s Day Do-Over, take one! Self-care is a win/win/win for you, your husband, and your kids.

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